I cant live

I loved her, I loved her so much. I was always happy around her, and she was everything that i ever wanted. I was in love.

3 months later i found out she cheated on me with a guy name ryan swendson. Ive never heard of him before. I was heartbroken and i didnt know what to do. I cried and cried. We broke up.

Now her and ryan are practicaly going out and i kills me every day. I love her. and i cant bare to see her with someone else, i dont understand how she can love this guy, the guy who she cheated on me with. 

She always texts him and the call eachother babe and baby and say they love each other. 

Now the only thing i want is her to come back and show her how ive changed.

She doesnt understand that shes just going to get hurt and lose me.

If she went out with him. shed just lose me. i would never talk to her again